I was talking to a friend about comedic / farcical literature the other day, and Catch-22 by Joseph Heller came up. That made me remember - I first read this book when I was about 15 years old. Or rather I read about 80% of it, didn’t quite finish it that time. I forced myself through it because I had heard it was subversive and intelligent and challenging, and I got nothing out of it. I didn’t see the humor, I didn’t get any political commentary, it was just a series of absurd things happening to absurd characters with no rhyme or reason.
I reread that book two years ago and damn near pissed myself laughing on every other page, but then the ending rolled around and it hit so hard. That sudden switch from absurdist comedy to heavy, bleak, depressing, and then he gives you just this glimmer of hope at the end anyway. I found it absolutely brilliant, and yet I kept thinking back to how none of this connected with me when I first read it.
Do you have books like that? Books that just plain went over your head, that you didn’t have the maturity to appreciate, that were too difficult in style or subject matter, and that you’ve come to appreciate years later?
It’s exactly the opposite for me I read Lotr as a teenager and was obsessed I knew whole paragraphs by heart I reread it after 20 years or so quite recently and man I couldn’t stand it I really hate Elf’s and Tom Bombadil but most energy took me read all Songs again and In the end the whole Good is super good, Evil is The Evilest Evil that ever do only Evil was so annoying. I blame Joe Abercrombie and all Grimdark I read over the years perfect heroes are not for me anymore.
Fuck Tom Bombadil.
Man… Tom is one of my favorite parts of the whole books. I grew up having my dad read them aloud to my brother and I. I read them aloud to my own boys, at least a couple of times too. The ents, Tom, and the elves and all of their songs… those are what makes the books so different and special.
I always imagined that it was in Tom’s woods that the ent wives had gone… If they were anywhere in middle earth still, it was there, in his forest, with him.
I’m telling you, those Grimdark books “satanic music” and years on my back filtered my positive side away, what left is shrivelled husk that LoL so hard when Glokta interrogates poor fellow and bit by bit cuts off his fingers with a meat cleaver :-P ( The First Law is a masterpiece). To be true I read The Hobbit to my 8 year old daughter now and she likes it I will read her Lotr too. She doesn’t have to know I’m dead inside just yet tho ;-) When she’s closer to adulthood I tell her about Berserk, Song of ice and fire, We are the dead, TFL and she’ll join me in being a husk ( I feel like I should add evil laugh here)