Without giving away too much as a spoiler, this memoir revolves around the kidnapping that captured national headlines some years ago in California. Jaycee was kidnapped at age 11 and the heartbreaking story that follows is stirring up raw emotions in me so much so that I needed to put the book away several times to wipe away tears. This book is so well written and is one of the best memoirs I’ve picked up so far. Although a heartbreaking story, there’s something about the essence of Jaycee’s composure that’s calming my nerves a bit and making me want to finish the book.
I googled the author and found out that there’s a sequel to this book called ‘freedom’. I’ve now put it on my list and looking forward to reading it.
I read it; sped through most of it while my mother was in the hospital. It really is a good read, but incredibly tough at times. It’s heart-breaking, what happens to people who are kept captive for so long, especially children.
Sending you cyber-hugs. I believe the sequel is about all the ‘firsts’ she experienced once she was free, but I haven’t read it.
I was born & raised in South Lake Tahoe as was my mom. I wasnt alive when she was kidnapped but my mom remembers it so well 💔 When they found her, I remember such a joy in town. The entire community all did a walk in her honor all wearing pink. I think of her so often and her book(s) are amazing!
Wow! That’s amazing! Thanks for sharing this. Feels good to know real life incidents on the ground where it happened.
I read the whole book in one sitting because I felt like if I stopped I was leaving her there :(
Exactly! I had the same feeling! Couldn’t have said it better.
It’s such a heartbreaking and enraging read, and terrifying how easy it was for him to get away with something so heinous for so long, right under everyone’s noses. I really hope that she is doing well now, and that writing her memoirs has helped her process it all.
I’ve read it and it’s beyond horrifying. People have asked why she didn’t speak up once he granted her more freedom, but when you read what happened to her early on, especially how early on she became pregnant, it makes complete sense. She is incredibly strong to have even survived, but it seems like she is thriving now, which is wonderful.
Totally agree.
I found out about her story when I was a kid and it was very chilling to hear about. Reading her memoir as an adult was beyond devastating and heartbreaking and I can’t imagine going through it again.
Jaycee’s sister Shayna was planning to write a book about her experiences during the years Jaycee was gone and the years after Jaycee was rescued in 2009. Shayna even had a Tik Tok where she shared how she found out about Jaycee being found and alive.
Shayna shared that she was in the shower with mustard all over her body due to a bad sunburn when the phone started ringing constantly. Shayna says she got out of the shower and went to answer the phone. The caller on the line was the El Dorado Sheriff’s department telling her they needed to contact Terry, Jaycee and Shayna’s mom, and what was her work number. They then told Shayna they had found Jaycee. Shayna understandably didn’t believe them and told the man on the phone that they were “fucking lying!” After the phone call Tina Dugard, Terry Probyn’s sister, came driving to Terrys home and her and Shayna were silent screaming from the shock!
Unfortunately, Shayna’s Tik Tok is now gone and there’s been no more word on Shayna writing a book for some months.Carl Probyn, Shayna’s dad and Jaycee’s former stepdad, passed away in 2021 and I think this was really hard on Shayna.
Even though Jaycee has written her book about what happened to her in captivity, I think there’s still room for another book about the investigation into her abduction and the criminal case against the Garrido’s as well as the perspectives of other family members. Hopefully, someone will take up that task one day.
Wow! Thank you for this! I hope Shayna gets to write her side someday. This story has made a permanent impression on my brain. Jaycee was only 11 when she was abducted; I have a 12yr old daughter and as much as I tried not to think of her while reading the book, my brain just kept thinking about my own daughter and for that particular reason, this book was extremely difficult for me to finish. But I’m glad I finished because I needed to hear everything she had to say.
You’re right, more writings should be put about this story and Shayna’s side could shed better light.