Yes, she is trying to convince us and herself that he is her ideal type, but it is clear that she loves and is attracted to a man who looks good, smells good, and takes care of himself, and Gino is completely the opposite, but perhaps because she has insecurities about her appearance and the alopecia and her irrational behavior, she settled with Gino because there is no man who has better options would settle down With her, she said that everyone abandons me, and she previously said that there is no man on earth who can tolerate her bullshit other than Gino.