That’s what people do here too they work really hard and save up for a down payment for a home except they don’t get to live rent free so it takes them a lot longer and they have to work a lot harder and once they get their house they have to keep working they don’t just chill and play video games while they have a baby on the way.
It definitely wreaks of depression. When my depression gets really bad I would go into “shut down mode”. I did the absolute bare minimum to keep myself alive and just did mind numbing shit like scrolling through YouTube.I couldn’t get myself to do anything else even though I knew I really wanted to, it was like my body wouldn’t work with my mind.