I read and reread Go Ask Alice when I was 12 or 13 (I’m in my 60s now, what a trip🤣) and I loved it and wanted to believe in it and I did for a while, but a couple of years later (like 30 maybe😅) I got curious and reread it and I was damn near horrified. It did not ring true at all. It made me angry. It was wooden and fake as hell. Drat!
C.S. Lewis pursued theology/spirituality deeply and sincerely. After the death of his wife he wrote a fairly brief contemplative emotional and spiritual journey of his grief, “A Grief Observed”, which helped him ( and many of his readers) cope with the impact of the occasion. He wrote several other meditations as well.