I’m not allowed to watch “That Sad Horse Show”, as ordered by my girlfriend. She made the rule during my last rewatch, which I started during a depressive episode. After she made the request, whilst drunk, I tried to show her a scene that proved the show wasn’t all sad. I racked my brain, started a couple of clips that I had to stop when I realized it was a stretch to call it a happy scene. Decided on the scene with Margo Martindale tries to shoot her way out. I realized she was right at some point during the argument, but kept fighting. I actually joined this sub during the argument. After a couple of episodes the next day, I realized she was right about it being a trigger. I finished my rewatch for two reasons: 1. I’m not a quitter 2. Do I even deserve happiness?
I’m not allowed to watch “That Sad Horse Show”, as ordered by my girlfriend. She made the rule during my last rewatch, which I started during a depressive episode. After she made the request, whilst drunk, I tried to show her a scene that proved the show wasn’t all sad. I racked my brain, started a couple of clips that I had to stop when I realized it was a stretch to call it a happy scene. Decided on the scene with Margo Martindale tries to shoot her way out. I realized she was right at some point during the argument, but kept fighting. I actually joined this sub during the argument. After a couple of episodes the next day, I realized she was right about it being a trigger. I finished my rewatch for two reasons: 1. I’m not a quitter 2. Do I even deserve happiness?