I think we’ve been reading different fanfiction 😅
most of what I’ve read has been writers slowing down and filling in everything that the source material rushed past. 10k words on one quiet moment in between plot points. Or AUs where instead of all the drama and action, the characters just work at rival flower shops or whatever.
There’s something about Catherynne Valente for me. When it doesn’t quite hit for me, I have to be in the right mood to enjoy her style, but a few of her books absolutely destroy me.
When I first read Deathless, I kept reading lines aloud to my ex’s family, who I was on vacation with at the time. I could barely make it through a page.
I still think about “You look like a winter’s night, I could sleep inside the cold of you” a few times a week in the winter. That and “when you love someone, you don’t make them tell war stories”. It might be time for a reread.