I was in the same situation. My boyfriend was older and easily manipulated me because I was immature and easily molded. He would force himself on me whether I wanted to be intimate or not. It wasn’t violent, so I thought it wasn’t a big deal. He was my boyfriend after all. Looking back, it was rape. I have PTSD watching Sophie and Rob. It reminds me so much of my past relationship and how it damaged my self-worth.