I just finished the show, and I’ve always been confused on this one part. When Sarah Lynn and Bojack are on their bender, I believe at some point it starts playing out flashbacks to a time when Bojack was gonna ask Sarah Lynn to be on the “Bojack Horseman Show”, when she said the famous “the light inside me is slowly dying” but was that actually real? Because after a couple minutes he snorts Heroin and then starts talking with the same guy that had him ask Sarah Lynn to come onto the show, asking if the whole doing heroin was too much. I assumed it was made up from the drugs but people are talking about it like it was a real event, so was it?