I am so sorry your mother made you feel insecure. That’s not what parents are supposed to do. I think you’re a class act. You are kind, smart, poise, and funny. Jovie is lucky to have you. I don’t know if no if he was always an addict, if it’s editing, or if it got worse bc of filming. Either way- get your apartment in Europe. Be close to your family. Jovi has the ability to go and visit where ever he chooses. You do not have to sit in the swamp and wait for him to realize what he actions are doing to you. I love 90 day fiancé bc it’s trash TV. You girl, are not trash. TAKE. IT. OUT.
Addition in a partner is extremely difficult. I wish for her to get out too. I’m also an immigrant to the US and the pain you feel being away from your family and culture is so different. I know she’s not from there but there are such similarities in so many of the adjacent cultures. I wish her better too. I know it’s only because of the baby that she stays and unfortunately now she’s stuck.