Have you read “I’m Glad My Mom Died” by Jeanette McCurdy? I was struggling in a similar way and it made me feel less alone. She also narrates the audiobook really well!

I’ve never read a book that made me want to flip a table so badly! lol I loved it but I can’t read that again

Maniac Magee. I remember making my username on neopets “ManiacLover” and my mom made me change it LMAO