What book have you read that wasn’t subjectively “bad” but you regrets reading all the same?

For me, Pretty Girls by Karin Slaughter. The book was engaging and it kept me on my toes, but I just with I hadn’t “poisoned my head” with all the graphic gore that was in there. I years later i still think about this and how I really wish I had never read it.

Question inspired by a comment /u/PrincessOfWales made in another thread :)

  • Rrmack@alien.topB
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    10 months ago

    Pretty girls was the first book i ever didn’t finish because it was too graphic.

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    10 months ago

    I re-read the entire Tolkien trilogy as a college freshman. Great books obviously, but I should have been reading my school books first.

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      10 months ago

      I tried watching the movie a few years after I read the book. Nope. It’s just so bloody grim.

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          10 months ago

          Violence. That would be the best way to describe it without a spoiler but it’s about a boy who runs away from home and doesn’t just join a band of bad guys he joins a band of pure villains. Some of the most vile and evil characters I’ve seen in a book and some of the most violent set pieces I’ve read. You’ll have a few moments that will leave you feeling sick and grimy and when it’s all done you’ll walk away from it still thinking about it. Another person on here did make the point that if you have children The Road is more disturbing but if you’re looking for a good read either of them are incredible books.

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          10 months ago

          I hear the book was published during a time when the “wild west cowboys and Indians” genre was very popular in the U.S., and directly contradicted all the white washed romanticism portrayed in books and movies.

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        10 months ago

        Both were so captivating, I remember them so vividly. They make excellent audiobooks as well.

        • Soggy_Cup1314@alien.topB
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          10 months ago

          Richard Poe did Blood Meridian and Suttree and Tom Stechschulte did No Country For Old Men and The Road. Both are incredible narrators who I often look for, I currently have East of Eden in my wishlist just because Richard Poe narrated it. (and it’s also a classic)

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        10 months ago

        The book was horrifying. I don’t regret reading it but damn, not going to reread it either.

        • Soggy_Cup1314@alien.topB
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          10 months ago

          When you know what’s coming the second time around the book is infinitely better and you get the philosophical aspect more. The first time you focus on just the violence, the second time more the story and characters. Give it time, years even but I think you should definitely reread it. But yeah it’s real deal, not for the faint of heart.

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        10 months ago

        Everyone always talks about how violent it is.

        Haunted is gruesome/violent in a way you can’t forget. I literally had to put the book down before I could finish it. I can’t forget Blood Meridian either, but it’s not the same. What got me was everything else.

        Regardless The Road is better. I literally felt guilty for having food while reading it.

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        10 months ago

        The thing about The Road was the sense of dread that colors the whole book. The violence was unpleasant, but the dread is what really got me.

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        10 months ago

        Damnnnn! Just looked it up on Libby. 6-week wait for first available copy on Kindle, lol

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          10 months ago

          It’s a good one as an audiobook. I have heard the actual book lacks a lot of punctuation

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      10 months ago

      Read it in grad school. I’d just had a baby – I was maybe 4 months postpartum. I had to get up and leave when the discussion got to that part.

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    10 months ago

    It’s very spoiler-sensitive but Brothers by Yu Hua infuriated me to no end, which isn’t a dig at the book because it’s what the author wanted. Even made a post venting about it.

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    10 months ago

    You definitely wouldn’t be a fan of American Psycho.

    That being said, despite the gore it is a brilliantly written satire. And if you “get it”…the book is hilarious.

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      10 months ago

      I got bored with the gore (which I guess was the point) and just wanted him to get caught already.

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      10 months ago

      That and Snuff are the only 2 books I’ve ever had to stop reading at points. Literally wanted to put them in time out.

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      10 months ago

      American Psycho was excellent! My kind of unhinged humor, although I admit I prefer the movie to the book.

      There must be something wrong with me, because I found Pretty Girls to be fairly tame. Don’t get me wrong, I liked it, but everyone said it was deeply disturbing.

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        10 months ago

        I agree to preferring the movie over the book! I feel that it does a better job of making you question if Bateman is actually committing brutal murders or if it’s all in his head. I do love the line in the book, “well it’s been a bad week. I started drinking my own piss.”

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          10 months ago

          Yes, exactly! There are some good lines in the book, but the movie plays the ambiguity better. I also think the tone comes across better in the movie: the business card scene and the Hip to be Square scene are standouts.

          Have you read Glamorama? It’s also by Bret Easton Ellis and is the unofficial book that Zoolander is based on. It’s not as good, in my opinion, but it has its moments.

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            10 months ago

            Yeah, the tone and humor plays better in the movie. The business card scene is still funny in the book, but something about hearing the inner monolog as Bateman sweats over fonts takes it up a notch. And how they handled the Huey Lewis and The News scene was much better .

            I have not read Glamorama, I’ll have to check it out!

    • oh_please_god_no@alien.topB
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      10 months ago

      One of my all time favorite books and I’m truly blown away by how many people missed the point completely.

      And I say that as someone who doesn’t particularly like Bret Easton Ellis: every now and then he writes something brilliant like American Psycho but he also wrote Rules of Attraction which was such a chore to get through.

      To me the movie did not accurately capture the theme nearly as well as the book. Christian Bale was amazing in it but the movie stripped a bit too much out of what made the book really work.

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        10 months ago

        One the most well written books I read but damn did it hinge on the dangers of social perfection and predatory encounters in between.

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      10 months ago

      Came here to say American Psycho. I’d seen the film first and loved it so assumed the same about the book… I did not. I definitely read it at too young an age (I’d guess about 15/16?) but many years later I am still freaked out by the violence

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        10 months ago

        At one point I had to jump to read the end, my anxiety level was too high, and I thought, knowing the end would give me a bit of ease. It were things like (iirc, it was over 20y ago) >!the drilling machine, the grabbing of blood vessels from inside the throat and the vivid description of the smell from the head(s?) he stored in his refrigerator.!< Idk if I would’ve the same reaction, if I would read it now.

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          10 months ago

          It’s so long ago that I don’t remember an awful lot of it, but for me the scene that stands out was where he, putting it mildly, chomps down on a lady where no person should chomp. Also the rats. I do also wonder though, how would I feel now if I read it? But the general dread of having to go through that scene and all the others that lurk slightly out of sight in my memory… no, thank you

      • notliam@alien.topB
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        10 months ago

        I was about that age too, and was on a small holiday with my family, reading this book in a small caravan, I felt gross lol

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    10 months ago

    The Road, Cormac McCarthy. After I was done, I thought to myself, how can the book keep me reading but leave me feeling so empty and unsatisfied at the end? I ruminated on this feeling for a couple of weeks - why did I read that but not regretting I read it?

    • WickedLilThing@alien.topB
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      10 months ago

      My brother was never a reader but he decided to pick that book up. He stayed up all night reading it. I was shocked

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      10 months ago

      I think you feeling that way was exactly what Cormac had in mind. Spoiler for anyone so stop reading, but when his wife kills herself it was depressing but so accurate because be honest if the world ended tomorrow the people who initially survived would start offing themselves within a year. People would start resorting to cannibalism and murder almost immediately. It’s a true apocalypse book that holds no punches and I appreciate it tremendously.

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        10 months ago

        Hello. Per rule 3.9, please use spoiler tags. >!Spoiler content here!< which results in:

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      10 months ago

      I read The Road for a class at the beginning of a depressive episode. I then had to read a semesters worth of Cormac McCarthy books, including Blood Meridian and Outer Dark. I really appreciate his skill as an author but my god the last thing I needed to do at that time was deeply read and analyze those books for hours on end. I want to finish the Border Trilogy but it’s been 12 years and this lady still needs a break from that level of bleakness.

      • Fragrant_Tale1428@alien.topB
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        10 months ago

        Omg. That sounds absolutely horrible. I’m so glad you were able to find your way out and through that. What a resilient being you are!

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        10 months ago

        I had that experience with James Ellroy. Incredible writer but bleak and misanthropic world view. And I understand that McCarthy is several notches beyond that so I’m probably never gonna read that guy.

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      10 months ago

      Had to read thus for high school English class. Thought I’d pick out a random book from the pile. Now that I think about it, he probably put it in there with no approval from any higher ups cause I had no business reading that at 15!

    • Enngeecee76@alien.topB
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      10 months ago

      Try Blood Meridian next. Omg. Cormac McCarthy had a gift for describing the most graphic and brutal scenes of depravity with utter beauty

    • BeeButtAfficionado@alien.topB
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      10 months ago

      No! The road is devastating yes, but it’s beautiful. The horror is the medium not the point. It’s about the devotion and courage and strength It’s about the father’s love for his son.

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    10 months ago

    I really like this question! Natasha Pulley, The Half Life of Valery K. Well written, well plotted (although it gets a little fantastic at the end), so well researched, but… it has one of the most horrific gang rape/murder scenes ever, because of what it leaves to your imagination instead of what it says, it was so upsetting b/c it was pages of lead up and you knew what was coming, just so hard to read. And then what happens to some of the people with the radiation… I’ve read a lot about Chernobyl, but this novel… Anyway, I’m really sorry I read it. It lives rent-free in my head and I wish it didn’t.

    I always feel like it was because my friend say “it’s just a book, it’s just fiction, they’re not real people,” but honestly if I felt that way I probably wouldn’t read so many novels!

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    10 months ago

    Bless The Child by Cathy Cash Spellman, it absolutely terrified me. I was sleeping with the light on for weeks. The film had nothing in common with the book apart from the title. I passed it on to a relative and he binned it halfway through because he didn’t even want it in the house. The weird thing is that the author used to write family saga type romances.

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    10 months ago

    Falling by Christopher Pike.

    The book itself was fine. The ending I didn’t like. It still haunts me. I just can’t read it since. Maybe because I share the name of one of the characters and two of my fears is being >!being left to die!< and the other is !>falling of a cliff like she does!kid is left to suffer in the hospital by the mom!< if I ever stumble over it again, I know I’m not reading it.

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        10 months ago

        I think the comment with the link to it got caught in the filters.

        Anyways, Christopher Pike did a few books for adults. One was called Falling and it was a cop plus crazy woman psychological thiller type. He wrote it some time after Fall Into Darkness. One of the characters in Falling is named Amy.

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    10 months ago

    Circe by Madeline Miller.

    There is a scene that put me in a full panic attack because of ptsd.

    Spoiler/trigger warning

    It’s the gang rape scene obviously.

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      10 months ago

      I regret having read Bien innocent by Gerald di Pego and Bernahardt J. Hurwood. It has the same things you said: rapes, imprisonment, just a lot of injustice. I hate it, and I read two of the saga

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    10 months ago

    Bored of the Rings. It was pretty funny but it messed with my love of LOTR for a while.

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      10 months ago

      TIL, never heard of this. I feel my love of the LOTR world is pretty unwavering, despite/including its flaws. I’m prolly going to seek this out regardless, but I am curious more about your opinion.