I just finished the show, and I’ve always been confused on this one part. When Sarah Lynn and Bojack are on their bender, I believe at some point it starts playing out flashbacks to a time when Bojack was gonna ask Sarah Lynn to be on the “Bojack Horseman Show”, when she said the famous “the light inside me is slowly dying” but was that actually real? Because after a couple minutes he snorts Heroin and then starts talking with the same guy that had him ask Sarah Lynn to come onto the show, asking if the whole doing heroin was too much. I assumed it was made up from the drugs but people are talking about it like it was a real event, so was it?
I always read it as real and the last loosing of her innocence. She is so happy to see a friendly face, someone who cares about her rather than her fame. And he fucks it all up by asking… something so small but its the point where her whole life shifts.
Man that moment sucked. It’s almost on par with her physical OD. That was the instant she knew she didn’t have one person in the entire world who truly cared about her as a person and liked who she was underneath the celebrity. And it’s been that way since she was basically born.
I completely agree
~losing