As of right now, the situation of my finances is not that great. Since I am planning to resign to my current post and find a new job with higher salary offering. That would be the only option that I have right now, so that the plan on moving out would be much more possible. I am also looking at Rizal and Antipolo since I have a friend who have an apartment there and the rent is cheap.
Regarding about me moving out, I am okay with it. I won’t get homesick or anything like that. I just do not have any means to move out so that’s why I am staying and swallowing it all up.
In terms of therapy, I have a pending schedule in UPGH for a mental Health consultation, it’s free and the only think I have to worry is the pricey medications but I think that would be viable.
And yes I do agree with you on everything you mentioned about love. I would be able to love and receive love also if I am okay and better.
Thank you very much and I’ll research more about that 12-step group that you have mentioned. And yes, I agree, it really takes a lot of courage to be able to acknowledge this part of my life and have the willingness to take action.