Yes! That one really is hitting deep for me too

I wish I realized as early as you, but I’m a couple months on antidepressants now and it is so fucking weird to not hate myself? I don’t feel the need to drink or do other stuff anymore. I can just be content drawing, or doing sports. I am more friendly at work. I can think of a future without getting panicked. It’s amazing

Right now I don’t see how I could stop taking those pills. How did you decide to go off them? That seems really scary to me right now.